Too much fun
This ain’t right
Assure me
Tolerate me
This soul is made of love
Unable to represent
Willing to constitute
So much care
And that ain’t right
Genetics they are
Please be obsessed
Force the key steps
hit it, knock it
Seek timing
for every single count
End this November
Close this chapter
These ain’t right
Ain’t right with the
wrong person.
~ Ima ~
The poem explores the theme of the rhythm of OCD (obsessive-compulsive disorder) through a series of fragmented thoughts and emotions. The poet expresses a sense of imbalance and dissatisfaction, claiming that too much fun feels wrong and seeking assurance and tolerance from others. They acknowledge their soul is filled with love but feel unable to represent themselves fully. Despite their caring nature, they believe something is inherently wrong. They mention genetics, perhaps alluding to a possible biological or hereditary component of OCD. The poet asks to be obsessed and urges themselves to forcefully follow certain steps or rituals. They use phrases like “hit it, knock it” to emphasize the need for precise actions. They seek a specific timing and rhythm, counting every beat, possibly reflecting the compulsive nature of OCD. The poem concludes with a desire for closure, aiming to end a chapter, symbolically represented by November. The poet suggests that the current situation or relationship feels wrong and emphasizes the mismatch with the wrong person. In summary, the poem delves into the experience of OCD, highlighting its disruptive impact on the poet’s thoughts and emotions. It conveys a sense of longing for balance, understanding, and resolution within the context of this mental health condition.
-Ima-
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